Tuesday

Fear in me...


Some times I was thinking, what have I done wrong? Why I deserved those faces and attitude?
I may be not the perfect one, but I have done my very best to fulfill whatever it takes.

Things seem to be getting worst. I have no idea how am I gonna react. I’m not that person who chose to escape when facing difficulty, but I’m now feeling like wanna run away from this. Am I depressed? Yes! Am I upset? Yes! Nothing can make it better unless I just turn around and walk away.

I had feelings that I won be long in this universe, my heart is bleeding, my body is swollen, I have no strength to defense no more….

I don’t wanna broke anyone’s heart, I don’t wanna give any difficulty to anyone. That’s why I kept quiet.
I remain silence doesn’t mean I agree, I shut my mouth don’t mean that I know nothing. Is just that I don want to create any conflict between us. It is because I wan a peaceful environment.

I’m terrified! I scared of the darkness fall; I’m scared the thunder of yours. Stop doing that, cos I’m scared. I can’t take those pressure no more….
 

Wednesday

The world~

Been living for so many years on earth, slowly i realize that the world is bored.
no to say that i don like the world that im living now, but the human being are getting very fake nowadays.
sometime i wonder, what made people nowadays so fake. Is it the media? influence by their parents?  influence by their friends or the education method ?